Crawling out from under the Rock

My discovering of my slave desires i describe as coming out from under a rock! Well more like a bolder rather than a rock. I had stuffed those feelings so far down that it felt like Master was pulling them out inch by inch!
When one hides their desires and what they are for so long it can be pretty painful to open up. Reasons you hide your feelings is a painful process. Master helped me threw ,babysteps, feel safe to open all those feelings and know he would help me threw it.

Finding the Real Me

For years i had stumbled threw life knowing i was living a lie. Hiding who i really was. Being the ......perfect mother..... perfect wife.... perfect worker never really being what i truely was born to be. I will be the first one to admit it was down right painful.
After so many years of hiding and feeling emotionally drained from the denial i was found by my soul mate, my Master, my lover. I am now a collared slave, though still hiding from the family i live with there is still the sense of total release and freedom to finally know what was missing in my life!
about a year ago i innocently started up a conversation with a gentalman that seeked me out in a chat room. I remember thinking at the time "this guy seems different, this guy would be a good friend, this guy seems to know me and my inner feelings". We became close friends and the conversations became very involved and he lead me to a place in my life i finally knew who i was and what i was ment to be.
He made me see all the feelings i had stuffed deep inside where not wrong and i wasnt a bad person for having such desires and needs.
Today i am his collared slave and he is my Daddy DomMaster. I maybe restricted by the family i live with but i really do have the best of both worlds.