My struggles since my Daddy missing

I never knew what a long distance D/s relationship could feel like and if i had to pick this is not something I would wish on anyone. Its the hardest of relationships only communicating from a distance. Sure webcams ,yahoo, blogger, texting, skype and everything else we have incoorperated helps.BUT..........................
I still long for the sting of your hand striking my ass, the feel of your skin pounding my wet needy cunt, to be tied to the bed with you teasing stroking me gazing into my eyes!

One part of me worries that the distance will tear us apart the other part tells me I have nothing to worry about.
Daddy you have brought be so far. You told me youd never leave me and I know you had no choice because of your job. I have to right to feel abandunded but I do. I have tried to stop feeling this but it returns.
It's only been two weeks and seems like a life time since we have been together! How often will we get to meet? I know you don't have the answer for this yet as it depends on how often work sends you back here. Just that need to know grows more all the time.
I guess it all comes down to im afraid to be alone. You promise me your'e still here and that will help but it is going to take time. I hate feeling insecure and that is how it feels.
I need to know this will work out. I need to know Im not alone. I need to not feel so needy.
I know this letter will disappoint you but I want you to know how I'm feeling. I'm sure daddy will be giving me extra order's in the morning to help deal with all this.
The day you asked me to wear your collar I was the happiest lil girl in the world I will never have any regrets for excepting it! It brings me great comfort now to be able to reach up and grab it when I'm feeling insecure. I love you daddy