Wednesday, August 5, 2009

How do other manage online bdsm relationship???

Even though Master and I see each other 2 weekends a month it still seems very difficult to deal with the nilla parts of life. Master tells me even when apart we still are 24/7 Master slave relationship. I do feel this Master ...i feel your spirit guiding me, your hand on my shoulder as im cooking dinner, I hear you speaking to my soul. But seriously I long for the constant physical contact of the weekends we have together.
How do other slaves deal with the absnce of their Masters physical presence? Master says hes going to give me a good spanking that will last me till the two weeks when i can be with him again! Oooooooo ouch I can feel it already! I want the restriction of being bound and helpless as he strikes my ass over and over!
He takes care of me from afar. Guiding everything i am and everything i do. But to feel his warm skin on my tits, to feel his body restraining mine, to be in his sight presenting to him taking my place in front of him is what we both crave. Feel it building inside of us till the 14 days have past and we can both get what we need. To be only his for the weekend , the collar snapped around my neck where its ment to be, Masters hand grabbing the collar pulling me to my feet to catch his eyes gazing into mine! Thats where it is!!!!!!!!!!!

Weekend with Master

It is Wednesday how will i ever make it to the weekend! It seems like such a long wait to be in my Masters arms. Last night we had a wonderful session on the phone! His words take over my mind , body and spirit! I feel whole when im with Daddy, im Daddys lil slut. Daddy has given me assignments to do before the weekend to come. Weeks ago he ordered me a new toy, a medium sized plug he wants his slave to be able to take him without to much prblem. Given the fact I have never had the opportunity of being taken like that from behind im alittle nervous about it. I do love pain but its the thought of the unknown.....is it pain like my Master hand on my ass , is it like the pain of Master forcing three fingers into me? Master says its pain unlike any ive felt before. Hmm im nervous and excited all that the same time, i can't wait!