How do other manage online bdsm relationship???

Even though Master and I see each other 2 weekends a month it still seems very difficult to deal with the nilla parts of life. Master tells me even when apart we still are 24/7 Master slave relationship. I do feel this Master ...i feel your spirit guiding me, your hand on my shoulder as im cooking dinner, I hear you speaking to my soul. But seriously I long for the constant physical contact of the weekends we have together.
How do other slaves deal with the absnce of their Masters physical presence? Master says hes going to give me a good spanking that will last me till the two weeks when i can be with him again! Oooooooo ouch I can feel it already! I want the restriction of being bound and helpless as he strikes my ass over and over!
He takes care of me from afar. Guiding everything i am and everything i do. But to feel his warm skin on my tits, to feel his body restraining mine, to be in his sight presenting to him taking my place in front of him is what we both crave. Feel it building inside of us till the 14 days have past and we can both get what we need. To be only his for the weekend , the collar snapped around my neck where its ment to be, Masters hand grabbing the collar pulling me to my feet to catch his eyes gazing into mine! Thats where it is!!!!!!!!!!!

Weekend with Master

It is Wednesday how will i ever make it to the weekend! It seems like such a long wait to be in my Masters arms. Last night we had a wonderful session on the phone! His words take over my mind , body and spirit! I feel whole when im with Daddy, im Daddys lil slut. Daddy has given me assignments to do before the weekend to come. Weeks ago he ordered me a new toy, a medium sized plug he wants his slave to be able to take him without to much prblem. Given the fact I have never had the opportunity of being taken like that from behind im alittle nervous about it. I do love pain but its the thought of the unknown.....is it pain like my Master hand on my ass , is it like the pain of Master forcing three fingers into me? Master says its pain unlike any ive felt before. Hmm im nervous and excited all that the same time, i can't wait!

In the beginning- Making of Masters Slave

I knew this is what i was meant to be and Master knew this was was what i was meant to be-- his slave totally submissive to him and no one else. I didn't make a conscious decision to become his slave it just happened.

Over time and learning what it meant i fell deeper into his trust, his soul wrapped around mine and at that moment i surrendered my whole being to him.

For a new slave this can be a very emotional experience , almost like the soul leaving the body very spiritual. He held my head in his hands and my whole body fell limp into his arms wrapped around me. That night it wasn't about sex, romance, intimacy it was totally an emotional high unlike anything Ive ever experienced. Only Masters hands stroking his slaves hair and his words rolling from his lips speaking the truth of what this girl had become at that very moment.....
Masters slave..........Daddys lil girl.......never to be without his love and guidance!

Crawling out from under the Rock

My discovering of my slave desires i describe as coming out from under a rock! Well more like a bolder rather than a rock. I had stuffed those feelings so far down that it felt like Master was pulling them out inch by inch!
When one hides their desires and what they are for so long it can be pretty painful to open up. Reasons you hide your feelings is a painful process. Master helped me threw ,babysteps, feel safe to open all those feelings and know he would help me threw it.

Finding the Real Me

For years i had stumbled threw life knowing i was living a lie. Hiding who i really was. Being the ......perfect mother..... perfect wife.... perfect worker never really being what i truely was born to be. I will be the first one to admit it was down right painful.
After so many years of hiding and feeling emotionally drained from the denial i was found by my soul mate, my Master, my lover. I am now a collared slave, though still hiding from the family i live with there is still the sense of total release and freedom to finally know what was missing in my life!
about a year ago i innocently started up a conversation with a gentalman that seeked me out in a chat room. I remember thinking at the time "this guy seems different, this guy would be a good friend, this guy seems to know me and my inner feelings". We became close friends and the conversations became very involved and he lead me to a place in my life i finally knew who i was and what i was ment to be.
He made me see all the feelings i had stuffed deep inside where not wrong and i wasnt a bad person for having such desires and needs.
Today i am his collared slave and he is my Daddy DomMaster. I maybe restricted by the family i live with but i really do have the best of both worlds.